Monday, July 18, 2005
It's 4th of July Independence Day once again! It's MOI BIRTHDAY!!!
This year's birthday is one of my most memorable one that i've had thru my 1st half of my life... so happy so HAPPY! keke... I'm really grateful for everything that is happening around me now... i hope things will get even better in the future years ahead! Look! i've posted some exclusive pics of me n my fwens celebrating at ktv! 







To be continued.....
9:58 AM
Princess Jes
Saturday, July 09, 2005

Poem of Roses
Red roses were her favorites, her name was also Rose.
And every year her husband sent them, tied with pretty bows.
The year he died, the roses were delivered to her door.
The card said, "Be my Valentine," like all the years before.
Each year he sent her roses, and the note would always say,
"I love you even more this year, than last year on this day."
"My love for you will always grow, with every passing year."
She knew this was the last time that the roses would appear.
She thought, he ordered roses in advance before this day.
Her loving husband did not know, that he would pass away.
He always liked to do things early, way before the time.
Then, if he got too busy, everything would work out fine.
She trimmed the stems, and placed them in a very special vase.
Then, sat the vase beside the portrait of his smiling face.
She would sit for hours, in her husband's favorite chair.
While staring at his picture, and the roses sitting there.
A year went by, and it was hard to live without her mate.
With loneliness and solitude, that had become her fate.
Then, the very hour, as on Valentines before,
The doorbell rang, and there were roses, sitting by her door.
She brought the roses in, and then just looked at them in shock.
Then, went to get the telephone, to call the florist shop.
The owner answered, and she asked him, if he would explain,
Why would someone do this to her, causing her such pain?
"I know your husband passed away, more than a year ago,"
The owner said, "I knew you'd call, and you would want to know."
"The flowers you received today, were paid for in advance."
"Your husband always planned ahead, he left nothing to chance."
"There is a standing order, that I have on file down here,
And he has paid, well in advance, you'll get them every year.
There also is another thing, that I think you should know,
He wrote a special little card...he did this years ago."
"Then, should ever, I find out that he's no longer here,
That's the card...that should be sent, to you the following year."
She thanked him and hung up the phone, her tears now flowing hard.
Her fingers shaking, as she slowly reached to get the card.
Inside the card, she saw that he had written her a note.
Then, as she stared in total silence, this is what he wrote...
"Hello my love, I know it's been a year since I've been gone,
I hope it hasn't been too hard for you to overcome."
"I know it must be lonely, and the pain is very real.
For if it was the other way, I know how I would feel.
The love we shared made everything so beautiful in life.
I loved you more than words can say, you were the perfect wife."
"You were my friend and lover, you fulfilled my every need.
I know it's only been a year, but please try not to grieve.
I want you to be happy, even when you shed your tears.
That is why the roses will be sent to you for years."
"When you get these roses, think of all the happiness,
That we had together, and how both of us were blessed.
I have always loved you and I know I always will.
But, my love, you must go on, you have some living still."
"Please...try to find happiness, while living out your days.
I know it is not easy, but I hope you find some ways.
The roses will come every year, and they will only stop,
When your door's not answered, when the florist stops to knock."
"He will come five times that day, in case you have gone out.
But after his last visit, he will know without a doubt,
To take the roses to the place, where I've instructed him,
And place the roses where we are, together once again."
*I dedicate this poem + story to my precious dear n also those of u who have been thru the pain of losing someone u love... live on strongly for we will always have a reason to stay strong and live on and the reason is love...
11:51 PM
Princess Jes
Wednesday, June 29, 2005

It seems like now is e chameleon season where people around me r anticipating by changing their hair color to extreme contraste.Like chris got hers cropped of really short n highlighted blondie(Fierce Look xia!) n sam wif PINKIE highlights...cool...Of cos in conjunction to keep up wif e current "in" trends, they oso patronised e salon for more treatments in order to maintain their hair quality - aka e shine n smoothness....without any exception i did mine too abt 2wks ago > very dim matt ash darkie brown with "blue" hightlights that look like green...ahahahah.... well, end results r nice afterall so HECK... dearest frens n loved ones, pls also be informed that e new LOREAL ammonia-free bleaching technique is launched n it's super duper nice.. i've tried it n it's really very nice effects yet ammonia-free! So less harmful substances inside it too! I've got this free complimentary haircut voucher for Le Salon at Ngee Ann City worth $99 by leading hair-stylist Timen Siow. interested juz let me know k. (Fav person> U r in my top priority list)
12:09 AM
Princess Jes
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
Sometimes life is really funny. when things happened between u n another party, u'd start to think if u r e other party what u ought to do blah blah blah. but when u turn e tables ard, probably u'd not do e same or u can really feel e agony of the other party. wat comes ard goes ard... as e saying goes, now i learnt abt how it feels when u r totally speechless yet unintentional. yes u might think that u can always try to make things better by changing the situation but we juz dun get to control e situation no matter whatever moves u make. well, life's unfair at times n humans r bound to make mistakes yet still uncontented. Being a perfectionist can be really a bad thing if we do not take things in moderation. when things r changed for e better, we'll get ambitious n greedy n wanna change for e even better. so when will enough be enough? e answer is probably NEVER.
on a lighter note, suddenly i realised that i've quite a few things to shop for since e last time i went shopping wif my shopping list... alot of things to replenish n gifts to get for coming events.. alrite i betta go get my next list done n share wif u guys my spree in my nxt post. arigato & oh nana.
12:52 AM
Princess Jes
Friday, April 08, 2005

24MARCH2005 It's Shanghai night @ Grand Shanghai Restaurant! I'm dressed in my newly bought + altered cheongsam outfit, all ready to enjoy my first Dinner n and Dance with my company CHANEL. Excited!! :) 
1:30 AM
Princess Jes

Welcome the entrance of VINCENT n our fave MR. YVES BLOUIN!( whom i'm performing for! He even gave me a kiss after e performance hee hee so touched....!!! ) 
1:25 AM
Princess Jes

Had a performance done on stage... so frightening leh... see my face on e the projector... ahahah 
1:18 AM
Princess Jes

Me, Linda n Salena... Looks like Mum bring 2 daughters out rite? ahahah 
1:17 AM
Princess Jes

It's a wonderful night and i'm sure we'll all have a very memorable time..... All thanks to CHANEL! 
1:14 AM
Princess Jes
Thursday, March 03, 2005
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Wow! Juz by looking at e date of e last time i blogged i'm definitely sure i'v been thru bonkers n honkers this period... there r so much i wanna share! anyway my blogger system was terribly conked up previously n now finally revived it! ok... where was i? oh ya abt sharing stuff right? so many things haf changed like e current issues & surroundings...n yet so many things remained intact like e e heart matters... e commitment... e ever-so-challenging occupation.. let me juz start a brand new chapter of myself since it's now 2005... a brand new year... wish luck to all e good samaritianz on earth n hope all those who'v worked hard 4 e past wld haf their efforts paid off! 
1:08 AM
Princess Jes